In my work I draw a line between youthful experiences of places half remembered — and now disappeared due to the natural deconstruction of things — and our use of idols through which we give our memories weight and meaning. The symbols I use in my work: water towers, billboards, lamp posts, abandoned drive-in movie screens, are craven idols that draw the viewer into my past through which they become aware of their own idols of memory. In my piece,  Paradise , the central water tower surrounded by a turbulent sky and bleak landscape recalls my childhood on an east Texas ranch. Frozen in winter, I would ride over fields dotted with symbols of past success, and future failures. Even then, many years ago, few of the idols rusting in the fields were operable and had become no different than ancient half-forgotten ruins found in molding history books. My piece,  Drive in , recalls a teenage memory of a drive-in theater as I imagine it looks today. Desolate, unused, but packed with memories that are most assuredly not accurate. The movie screen serves as a vehicle to remember, however imperfect but necessary, because we cannot have a memory of a void.  Ascension Day  veers from the solidified use of the idols I use in the  Idolatry  series to an abstract reach for a goal.   There is a texture I use that forces a vision of riding on horseback, or wearing worn tennis shoes with no socks, guardedly picking a way around the hills and crevasses of the disrupted landscape of an abandon drive-in or cattle ranch. Caution is imperative as there are dangers just below the surface and hidden in the grass. The texture in the work is constructed using incongruous materials such as discarded paper, charcoal, dirt, metal and oil sticks melted and burned into one — like a bonfire smelling of gasoline and chemicals, churning dark smoke seen at a great distance. I create these pieces over a long period of time. Living with them, warily watching them, until I see, usually in a flash, what should be added or taken away. After the required adjustment the process begins again, until finally there is nothing left to change and the piece is finished and delivered to an audience of believers.
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